♥ Saturday, June 27, 2009 7:37 AM
Going back to school on monday.Hope I can see her again.Just a look,just a look.Im here posting at 10:30 PM waiting for my Ace Combat X:Skies of Deception.Staring at my phone,waiting for Rusydi to reply,probably he's still frustrated over his Sims 2.Haha!So many other things of more importance,yet,Sims 2. Lantak kau lah...Suddenly,for the first time in my life,I accepted the fact that love will come by itself.My ex-SNCO taught me that.He's one lucky bastard!Fancy him waiting for 4 years in Secondary school,and POOF.Love comes along at his doorstep.Actually,Literally,next door.
I read up and finally understood how a turbo propellor works.Very confusing though,hard to figure out what goes in,what goes out and what goes out the other way...Twin Turboprop ROCKS!I heard this song,by Bryan Adams,Have You Ever Loved a Woman.Very nice theme,its a spanish theme,with all the guitars and all.To answer your question,no,I have not loved a woman beyond my families.
♥ Friday, June 26, 2009 3:13 AM
When I first saw you,I thought you were a beauty.I thought you would be the one for me,the real one.My book opened and you read every chapter of my story.You understood.You didn't let go of my book.Be it night or day,you were there for me,and I was available,for your reading.Suddenly you closed the book,at the time when I thought it already became our book,rather than only mine.Without a reason,you kept me in the bookshelf,I could only look at you,reading another book,enjoying the moments.I gave up,I let go.I told myself that I was wrong,maybe you weren't the one.Some of the chapters were difficult to forget.You sat beside me even though we sat quietly,I'm wiling to give up anything to relive that moment.I'm not convinced you didn't have feelings for me.After all those moments,was it all meaningless?I'm not sure those moments didn't leave the slightest impact on you.Probably i'm just being over-reactive,probably you didn't want to admit how you felt.Now,all I can do is run to the end of my chain and bark.I'm tired of staring.Tired of waiting.Maybe that time,you knew I wasn't ready.You knew,I was not prepared.But I knew how I felt.I know now,at that time,I was too rash.All this time,after our time together,we grew apart.Hi's and bye's were the only word spoken of our lips to each other.Suddenly,now,we're more open.I thought this could be the start of a new friendship.Again,our closeness grew larger.I'm excited,yet afraid,if my feelings for you are growing again.I hope we can share those times again.Sitting beside each other.Waiting for your arrival,looking at you wave at me and dash across the street.Showing me your compositions,which I even spotted quite some spelling errors,which made you mad,because I was acting like a smart alec.How I wish I could relive those moments.Those moments I'll never forget.
♥ Tuesday, June 23, 2009 6:50 AM
Iran is rioting,North Korea rebelling,People dying,because of H1N1 Influenza A.We care,oh so much.What we can do about it,is limited.People say,let the higher authority people handle it.Is this want we want?I am in no way rebelling.We're the ones affected here.Feeling freaking paranoid now..All this Swine Flu and shit..Let's forget about that for a moment.
HISTORY LESSON: Stalin and his Air Force.
This really isn't from our textbooks,or even WRITTEN in our textbook.I just thought maybe I could share a little something about Stalin with you.During Stalin's reign,he wanted a very big..Fat-ass plane,strong enough to fly to America and back,able to carry Nuclear Missiles/Bombs,and at least be able to fly as far as 10,000 KM.The Tu-95 "Bear" a Turbo Propellor aircraft,exceeded his expectations.The blades of this aircraft SPINS faster,than the speed of sound.It can travel as far as 30,000 KM and with the aid of mid-air refueling,it is now possible for the plane to fly for 20 Hours,non-stop.These specifications,exceeded Stalin's expectations.Even our current specialists,believe,that the Tu-95 still has a bright future.It can be an old plane,but all it needs are new technology,and I am so,very excited about it's re-activation into Russia's Air Force.I bid the Tu-95 "Bear",Welcome Back.
♥ Tuesday, June 02, 2009 7:30 AM
Love,love,love.Sometimes love knocks on your door when you're not expecting visitors.Sometimes,you're the one who's knocking.Not forgetting the classic ones,which we really hate,those ones who goes door to door,but actually SUCCEEDS.Sometimes we look at a handful of people,trying their best shot,looking for love,fails,and tries again.At least,he or she doesn't break anyone's heart,but then,those who go door to door looking for love,succeeds,enjoys it,slams the door,and goes on to the next door.Bastards.
So,tonight,I want to celebrate!Recently,love has blossomed wildly,among my friends.Some very close ones,who thought that he/she willl never be with that guy/girl,but ends up in a very happy relationship.On the other hand,another friend,whom told me that love is a waste of time,love is meaningless,love is generally...Crap.Now,he/she is in love,calling him/her till the night grows old,text messaging him/her until one of them LITERALLY fell ASLEEP,too tired to reply.A hilarious world,love is,but,don't forget,the amount of joy we can have being in love,could be equal to the amount of sadness and grief we would feel,if we were to be "out of love",in this case,breaking up with your partner.
I have much more to say actually,but then,muhammad rusydi is bugging me,so,i'll have to continue another time.Happy holidays,have fun,when you guys come back to school again,everything's the same again.Enjoy the freedom while it lasts my friends..
